The past few days I've been going through a lot and going through a lot of pain inside me. When I say pain I mean that I've just been shattered completely inside. But it's ok. Thankfully I have awesome friends who continue to show care and support towards me and just check on me through everything, and I have an amazing God who continue's to show me a lot of stuff through this time in my life.
I have been learning a lot about myself since monday and I have a lot to still see from God I'm certain. One of the main things I have learned is just that I need to make Him my focus more because He hasn't been my main focus lately, and also that Satan can use things in our life that is bad, and he can make it look worse and make us feel miserable and totally unhappy. What I mean by that is that Satan can tell you what I like to call a half truth. Like how in Matthew chapter 4 he tempted Jesus and used scripture against Jesus that was true, but he didn't use all the scripture and Jesus responded with the scripture that answers what Satan was trying to tempt Him with. Satan does the same with us. He uses things in our life to try to show us how bad we have been and how much we have sinned, which is good that we see that, but then he uses it to make us miserable with where we are and he uses that to ruin other things in our lives that could be incredible because Satan knows these things are dangerous towards him. We must make sure that no matter we are focusing on God and that when we are tempted with something from Satan it could be something that looks right and we see our sin, but then he starts to poke at us and make us simply miserable and unhappy in our life because of this stuff. We have to use the sin we have in our life and use it as motivation to do better and work to not have a problem with that sin or struggle in our life.
I'm sorry that it's been so long that I have posted a blog. I've had a lot going on with school and everything lately, trying to work my tail off this semester. Please be praying for me in school because I am really struggling with a class. And also just be praying for God to show His will to me and that I will follow where He leads.
God bless.
